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    Saturday, April 30th, 2005
    4:46 pm
    okie a very wet day for that matter, spent most of my day at the Randoulph relays, in the teranchel (how do you spell that) downpour. who knows if it is even worth it when it comes down to it yet i had a blast with the track team as usual. tonight eh who knows i may just chill and watch a movie or i may go out with anna, well maybe if something more happens i will um tell you all later, but who really cares

    Current Mood: okay
    Current Music: simple plan
    Friday, April 29th, 2005
    7:28 pm
    **Love is when you find *someone* that you can't live without and you can't even imagine what your life would be like without them. *Someone* who is like your best friend and you can be yourself around them. It's when words can't even come close to how your heart feels. Even though people might think you're foolish, you know that you and your *special someone* are meant to be together. And if you have to wait forever, that you will. Because you know your life will finally be complete with them.

    **I'm giving up on loving
    you I cant take the pain you've put me through
    Deep down I know the feelings are always there
    Maybe someday you will care
    At least for now I can hide my pain
    I know if I dont, I'll go insane
    Our time apart has made me realize
    There is no second chance when it comes to guys
    I almost had you back one time
    But of course, you changed your mind
    The many excuses that you have told
    Are getting lame and really old
    We never talk anymore
    Its like a room to ur life and u've slammed the door
    It hurts to know you've shut me out
    Now i know wut love is all about
    You're happy then u cry and cry
    Where there was truth becomes all lies
    All in all it never ends for good
    But then again, who thought it would?

    **Love is amazing....
    You find it in people you least expect,
    And see it in people you often reject.
    How often do you find love when you?re not looking for some?
    But you know you?ve found it when your knees turn numb.
    Love is something some people try to ignore,
    They are afraid of loving and what it opens their heart for.
    Love is something some people try to find,
    But when they find something close, it gets fooled by their mind.
    Love must be a coincidence, or an unexpected event,
    A surprise in its happenings, and heaven sent.
    You must not rush it or plan the road you wish it to lead,
    Let the feeling take its course, and any way it need.
    You?ll know when the feeling?s there, and when it?s completely right,
    From there on, just let that feeling go, and take you to an unreachable height........
    forced into a poor lonely soul that can break you or make you whole.

    thanks anna for your amazing obsession with he who shall remain nameless...you made me break out my creative side

    Current Mood: creative
    Current Music: anna's shyt
    Tuesday, April 26th, 2005
    7:15 pm
    whoo whats up ppl....not doing very much...not feeling well and i am not running track anymore...well not racing track anymore becuase i am hurt..it sucks being hurt although erin and steph and i have a party everyday on the bike...whoo party..i mean today we even moved up to STAIRMASTERS.. and tomorrow we may like JOG..i mean it is such a concept...Erin_-speed intervals omg so funny!!!

    Current Mood: flirty
    Current Music: who knows something Anna gave me
    Sunday, April 24th, 2005
    12:40 pm
    Quiz: thanks mucho Anna
    [x] I am straight.
    [x] I've consumed alcohol.
    [ ] I've run away from home.
    [x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
    [ ] I don't like Bush because from what I hear, he is dumb.
    [ ] I don't like Bush with my own reasons to back it up.
    [x] I am for Bush.
    [ ] I listen to political music.
    [ ] I collect comic books.
    [x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
    [x] I open up to others easily.ish
    [x] I am keeping a secret from the world
    [x] I watch the news.
    [ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
    [x] I own an iPod or MP3.
    [x] I own something from Hot Topic.
    [x] I love Disney Movies.
    [x] I am a sucker for hair/eyes
    [x] I don't kill bugs.
    [x] I curse regularly.
    [x] I paid for a ring tone
    [x] I am a sports fanatic.
    [x] I have "x"s in my screen name.
    [ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a real conversation.!!
    [ ] I love Spam.
    [ ] I bake well.
    [ ] I would wear pajamas to school.
    [x] I own something from Abercrombie.
    [x] I have a job.
    [ ] I love Martha Stewart.
    [x] I am in love with love.
    [x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
    [x] I am self conscious.
    [x] I like to laugh.
    [ ] I smoke a pack a day.
    [ ] I loved Perks of Being a Wallflower.
    [ ] I loved Go Ask Alice.
    [ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
    [ ] I can't swallow pills.
    [x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
    [x] I eat fast food weekly.
    [x] I have scars.
    [ ] I believe in ghosts.
    [x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
    [x] I am really ticklish.
    [ ] I see a therapist...
    [x] I love white chocolate.
    [ ] I bite my nails.
    [x] I am comfortable with being me.
    [ ] I play video games.
    [x] I'm single
    [ ] I'm in a relationship.
    [ ] I've been lost in my city.
    [x] I've seen a shooting star
    [x] I've been to another continent
    [x] Had a serious Surgery
    [x] Gone out in public in my pajamas
    [ ] Made out w/ a stranger
    [ ] Hugged a stranger
    [ ] Been in a fist fight..HAHA..i pwned at it bitchess
    [ ] Been arrested.
    [x] Pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
    [x] Made out in an elevator.
    [ ] Swore at your parents
    [x] Kicked a guy where it hurts
    x ] Been in love
    [ ] Been to a casino
    [ ] Been skydiving
    x ] Broken a bone
    [ ] Skipped school
    [ ] Flashed someone.
    [x] Saw a therapist
    [ ] Done the splits
    [x] Played spin the bottle.
    [x] Gotten stitches.
    [x] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
    [x] Bitten someone.
    ] Been to Niagara Falls.
    [x] Believe in a God
    [x] Gotten the chicken pox
    [ ] Kissed a member of the same sex
    [ ] Crashed into a friend's car
    [x] Been to Japan
    [x] Ridden in a taxi
    [ ] Shoplifted
    [ ] Been fired
    [ ] Ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
    [x] Had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
    [ ] Stole something from your job
    [x] Gone on a blind date
    [x] Lied to a friend
    [ ] Had a crush on a teacher.
    [ ] Celebrated mardigras in New Orleans
    [x] Been to Europe
    [ ] Slept with a co-worker
    [ ] Been married
    [ ] Gotten divorced
    [ ] Had children
    [x] Saw someone dying
    [ ] Been to Africa
    [ ] Driven over 400 miles in one day
    [x] Been to Canada
    [x] Been to Mexico
    [x] Been on a plane
    [x] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
    [ ] Thrown up in a bar
    [x] Eaten Sushi
    [x] Been snowboarding.
    [x] Been Skiing
    [x] Met someone in person from the internet.
    [ ] Been to a moto cross show
    [ ] Lost a child
    [ ] Gone to college
    [ ] Graduated college
    [ ] Done hard drugs
    [x] Taken painkillers
    [x] Had someone cheat on you
    [ ] Would have sex with one person on your lj friends list.
    [ ] Would have sex with more than one person on your lj friends list.
    [ ] Would have sex with more than one person on your lj friends list at the same time. fuck yeaa !! haha

    Current Mood: crushed
    Sunday, February 27th, 2005
    8:43 pm
    i really haven't wrote since november..eww thats upsetting

    Current Mood: confused
    9:37 am
    umm who knows
    wow okay i am a spaz i totally forgot like my sn for live journal and i just figured it out again..oops
    well to like get you all caught up on my life i have been doing abosolutly nothing but running for the last 2 months
    the 4x800 made it to Easterns..YAY for us..:) so i guess winter season wasn't a total waste. OMG steph you almost killed me..lol. Sping season starts friday YAY..to bad my winter season isn't even over yet..lol j/k. Erin Steph Katie..chinese equal mundo cool lol...well thats about all that has been going on in my life..and oh yeah..i like a guy..and i am gunna tell no one who it is..well becci you know..so there goes that plan..o well..need sleep big day tomorrow

    Current Mood: giddy
    Current Music: silence is a charm
    Sunday, November 28th, 2004
    1:55 pm
    whooo....got so many problems with fucking relationships....well hey everyone knows who i like at valley but anyway Dan asked me to wear his jersey and now to go out wiht him on friday night to some party for like pre game....i dunno if i really wanna get involved with like a boyfriend right now god i can barely keep my own shit with track and school staright lets just add a boyfriend on top of that pile and i can see a breakdown coming on. i dunno i loove Dan but i mean i dunno if i like him enough to be his girlfriend and as soon as i get like into winter track forget the rest of the world i am gunna have like tunnel vision for like 2 months all i am gunna c is TRACK TRACK TRACK....o well...why does life have to be so complicated..i mean god i thought i had it ll starightened out last week bUT NO now he trows this stone at me..o well.MUCHO LOVE

    Current Mood: blah
    Current Music: Yellow Card
    Saturday, November 27th, 2004
    8:13 pm
    i am so sick of people telling me i don't want it bad enough. Today was regionals and yeah i had a shitty day. But does that really give people the right to tell me i don't want it bad enough. nobody has any idea what i want or what my goals are it is not fair for them to tell me i don't want it. you know what i want.....yeah ya know maybe it isn't enough for me to want it anymore...all i want is a chance to prove myself.. show i am a threat and one day i am going to be number one even if it kills me.
    now on a brighter note OMFG DAN asked me to wear his jersey at the STATE GAME ON SATURDAY....HELLZ YEAH

    Current Mood: crushed
    Current Music: i dunno
    Tuesday, November 23rd, 2004
    8:43 pm
    finally today sarah got her muffins...and report cards came... i got the normal lecture about"your not going ot be able to go to William and MAry with a 3.0" but hey whatg could i expect i am the dumbass who got a C in drivers ed...but i raised my F in both french and Algebra to C's...WooOOoo...i have been grounded since June.... i have gone out a total of 3 times since reports cards came out in June. FREEDOM..sweet FREEDOM!!! and holy shit guess who can finally get behind the wheel on Dec.27... me cause i got a 3.0!!! NAtionals on saturday..woot woot..who is gunna win the soph race..who is gunna be national sophmore champ...NoT ME...okay well my dad is like freaking out because maybe i don't have a 3.0 anymore mucho love

    Current Mood: crazy
    Current Music: random stuff
    Monday, November 22nd, 2004
    7:07 pm
    wow what...there is absolutly nuthing to complain about or even talk about!! write down the date and time like NOW...okay so like yeah...NATIONALS ON SATURDAY fuck yeah...mucho luv

    Current Mood: crazy
    Current Music: Ocean Avenue
    Sunday, November 21st, 2004
    7:11 pm
    okie so i was babysitting last night and madison and i watched A Cinderella Story. I have no idea why people watch movies like this it is kinda depressing. Okie what are the odds a girl is gunna get a secret crush who sends her texts and emails, and then he turns out to be like captain of the football team and like mad sexy. And then he leaves his championship game for her!!!! I mean come on it was just depressing to watch cause it is never gunna happen to like me or any of my friends. although we would all love it to happen, come on fairy tales are just depressing. i mean i had to like turn it off becuase it was so depressing. SO girls if you don't have a guy and you really want one DO NOT WATCH FAIRY TALES....lol
    mucho love!!!

    Current Mood: crushed
    Current Music: Simple PLan
    Friday, November 19th, 2004
    9:27 am
    WhEeEeEeEe
    whoooo wow i finally got this done, who guys you can stop harassing me about getting a journal...okay so i have heard this from like 10 differant people...have i really changed? i don't think i have changed i just have done alot of thinking and self defining over the last couple days. I have reliezed some shit and i have heard stuff, that hasn't changed me but showed me how shallow my life really was. I let my self get wrapped up in stuff that i lost sight of what i really want. I want to run...thats it that is all i care about from now on..why get myself all worked up over shit like guys and whp is with who and who is saying what when???? who cares, why do we let ourselves change who we are and what we believe to please other people. i have just decided to not bother myself with all the crap anymore. I only want to run and show who i am and what i am mad eof and what passion i hold in my heart cause there is alot of passion there i have been wanting to show. I have held it so deep becuase i was unsure how to exspress it. Now i know i want to exspress it in my running and only there cause my passion is not appreciated anywhere else.

    I take my passions and make it my life......

    Current Mood: indescribable
    Current Music: Welcome to my life- Simple plan
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